x.broken destiny ii.x

the fairy

geca.AM.gex.lica.ica.angel.anj. 13.
05-06-93.
lavander.pale blue.cyan
setonian.girl.teddy.fairies.pixies.angels blogs.net.cp.cam-sweetie.pc.literature.history.memoirs AM ng family.bunso ni mommii lloyd.nak ni momii mon.ate sugar ni babii nice*jhellai*. anj ni te trish kuh.pamangkin nila tito kazu at tito jennell.apo ni lolo edel. cuzin ni cardz at kimson. ate AM ni mattz.koala ni panda.sweetie ni driver kuh at angelica ng lahat :)

..to be born in your eyes, to live in your cheeks and to die in your lips
[[when no one else fails., would you be brave to see right through me]]
crying doesn't mean your weak.. it means your strong cause you can tell everybody how you feel..
[[behind this smile is a girl, crying]]
whenn i was a child, i wanted to grow up and fall in love. now that ive grown up and fallin,
how i wish i was a child coz its easier to heal a broken knee.. than a broken heart..
i may just be a candle in ur life, i may burn out and melt for a while.
but how i wish that within that time, my light and warmth touched ur heart evn just for a while.
the sweetest words isn't i love you its i care..

Friday, October 21, 2005

...im a girl still looking formyself in the darkness...
...i thought i was in the right path already, but i wasn't...
... i thought that if i would be nice to everyone (even people who wants us to be broken)...
...everything would be in order (apple-pie-order!idioms! our lesson! kei back to serious)...
...but it turns out im wrong...
...i knew this girl who loves my blue, i've been so nice to her...
... now, she's the one who ruined my day...
... is it right to tell me that he doesn't like me anymore?...
...isn't it right to wait for the guy to tell me first?...
...answer me! is it right?...
... i think your answer would be NO!...
...now im waiting for him to be onlyn...
... waiting for him so that i could ask him if its true..
...here's the story.......
in school (lunch time) when im with lloyd (she's a girl okei?) she (mikk eusebio) ran towards me and whispered me "di ka na niya crush..." in a HAPPY tone... see how that thing would hurt me? she was like a stone that she didn't feel that im already mad at her! kung di pa ata sinabi ni Natz di nia pa malalaman! bwiset! if she would read this entry well... GOOD! she would realize how she and the stone we're the same! ang bato inaapak apakan... pero hindi nakararamdam... ganon sha! ang daming may ayaw sa kanya pero di niya nararamdaman! bwiset! ganda pa nman ng day ko!! argh! BWISET!!..

i've tell my story and i think im kinda relieved... only 1/4 of my grieve was taken by writing this entry... kung pwede lang murahin si Mikk gagawin ko!

See? a girl like me? i did everything to make her feel welcomed... i cared for her... i loved her like a close friend... but what did she do? she tore me into pcs! OUCH! mikk you'll see who's the Angelica Mae Angelo your looking for...

so after you've read this... do you think you'll be in her side? IS IT RIGHT to tell me that he doen't like me anymore without asking him?....

la nina @ 1:59 PM